np: weezer, std, tguk, thrice, static lullaby, ataris, ccr, bad religion, midtown, simon and garfunkel, plus beatles.

stared at the cottage cheese ceiling of the house in carson last night. couldn't seem to find sleep after the earlier events.

so of course after having or creating problems with melesssa, kelly and i decided to watch romeo and juliet.

for some reason that play always gets me to think. not to mention that i love R&J more than any other movie. even more than wedding singer. ::look of astonishment::

words i never thought i'd utter. i love drew, but there's just something so enchanting about a classic.

so anyway, under blankets, where the sleepless go, i stepped out and smoked an entire pack in less than 4 hours. no sharing. to myself. i'd feel the effects in a few hours when i awoke.

but instead of just thinking, i began to write. what started as a journal entry in my notebook, transformed into a piece of metaphor. ashes to dirt.. well i'll post that later once kelly comes back with my notebook.

point being i began to learn a valuable lesson.

love has the ability to absolve many problems we face in everyday life.

love not hate.
love not despisition.
love without bounds.
love without limits.
love everyone.
love extends beyond your fingertips.
use you your mind.
share love with those around you.
make an effort.
write a letter.
make a call.
send an email.
spread love not war.

which brings me to my political propaganda. go green.

that's all for now, i will post more later. if i can access to another computer.