np: Thursday (full collapse)

'there's no time for a second chance'

so few things in life allow a second chance. once you've died, there's no going back. once you're marred your credit with a $2,500 debt unpayed for over a year, things seem to only go downhill.

i will now not be able to go to college, buy a car or house. limited by credit, the financial that i despise is not pulling me under.

what began as my toe piercing the water's surface, is now becoming the drowning of my life. my lungs are losing pressure and things are just seeming very dramatic. small problems become life affecting items. life becomes death. dramtic changes, all due to an evil invention.

borrowing the simplest form of greed. if you don't have the money, pay me later. but one event impairs you from paying back right away. then another accident. slowly these become excuses.

i could have made a payment. i could have stopped using it once life became turbulant. but i decided to forge ahead through uncharted waters. blindy i began to stumple through the dark.

now is the point where my material possessions become their property not mine. you don't care. don't act like these events will forever alter your life.

'when the world came crashing down'