She kisses everyone goodbye
and waves the middle finger high
I'm never gonna mess with her again
A drama queen at 17
and sleeping with the boys for free
got a reputation of being easy
Everytime they put her down
she makes a fist and tears roll down
she packs her bags and plans to run away
she's saying goodbye
and leaving tonight
she's wasted all her lonely tear drops
she's saying goodbye
and leaving tonight
she's used up all her lonely tear drops now
she thinks about herself
and cares about nobody else
because the only friends she has all put her down
they hate her when she's beautiful
and even more when she's a fool
they talk behind her back when it's her birthday
everytime they put her down
she makes a fist and tears come down
she packs her bags and plans to run away
and everytime she makes a friend
the vicious cycle starts again
shes never ever ever looking back
she's saying goodbye
and leaving tonight
she's wasted all her lonely tear drops
she's saying goodbye
and leaving tonight
she's used up all her lonely tear drops now
she's saying goodbye
she's wasted all her lonely tear drops
she's saying goodbye
she's used up all her lonely tear drops now
everytime they put her down
she makes a fist and tears come down
she packs her bags and plans to run away from here
and everytime she makes a friend
the vicious cycle starts again
shes never ever ever looking back
she's saying goodbye
and leaving tonight
she's wasted all her lonely tear drops
she's saying goodbye
and leaving tonight
she's used up her lonely tear drops now
she's wasted all her lonely tear drops now...

that puts my feelings a bit more succinctly. im saying goodbye. i sat on my roof tops drinking the sun a color turning, each cigarette burning more than the last. it felt good to see the mountains, san pedro, the ocean and the love i had all so far away. i can't wait this for this venture to begin and leave everything behind. there are a few things wishing i could stay but i'll see our constellations fillthe sky and know you're seeing what I am, just a few days away. Almost an erotic dream of never looking back, but....

"I got my finger on the trigger and you're in my way"