Today is my birthday, a day when i mentally revisit the past year and vacation there for a bit. Sleeping in its shady trees and darkest forests I look over all I have done and pray to God I get it more right next time around.

I'm watching movies alone and drinking 102 proof gin. Once Rachel gets here I will have someone else to play with and that makes me happy.

I love her closer than my sister and she is my pitseleh.