down on bending knee dear lord im praying for mercy
its just me here a lone hiding in my room
four walls closing in faster than i care to see
so ill close my eyes until it goes away
and pray to you to take it back
let me slip out of those holes
and find a way away from those cracks

its been so long since i saw the sun
ive become that little demon
spent so long to avoid
you know i can't keep the darkness from the dawn
so for all i wear this gown
of shame guilt and hatred
so all others see is bliss

broken bones and bloodied skin
i carry only one skill
destroy my life within this pew i bury my face
and the bottle i drown such sins