'when will i learn that love is wrong
and girls are fucking evil'

you make me want to regret everytime we spent, wish you were never here. think about it, if you and i were still friends maybe you would finally decide to make a move and follow your feelings, maybe then i would have meant more. today i found withered daisies drowning amongst kelp in the ocean, i saved them to drop off at your door. but i left them somewhere, didn't think you deserved flowers, not even destoyed beauty.

you are a deceptive girl and in fact you do suck.
you claim to wajt aseroius relationships but do not hold the mental capacity to support one. you remind me of the fish that sees a loaf of bread on the rail of a boat. so it jumped out of the water yo grab the loaf, swallowed it whole and began to swim. thirsty you grabbed a drink, at that moment the loaf swelled to 3 times it's size and the fish died. it swallowed more than it could handle. don't ask for a serious relationship and not expecty marriage to not be in the near future or in the back of my mind. 3-5 years dwn the line maybe, but just beyond the horizon. I'm not looking to have a gf for the rest of my life, I'm looking for someone to have a family with someday.

what am i looking for in a girl?

creative, artistic (talented), writer(talented), musician(original), mature in mind, young at heart, free spirited, loving, caring, and a good person. everything you're not. a girl that could really change my world, forget my past indiscretions, make this place seem so great, make me smile, and everything you will never be.

if i only had a heart i might be nicer, but you broke it so deal with these ashes aiming for revenge.

i dreamed i killed you and wokeup crying. i would love to hate you but i can't. i will try convince everyone that i carr distaste for you, but the fact is that i love you and you could give a shit.