i am deciding that this is the age of telepathetic. when most people write, they do not use complete sentences leaving out many vital details.

vague entries such as 'you destroyed today for me' or 'im fucking starving... but hey mom gave me a beer... any who.... so..'. do those periods really serve a purpose? i think not, i think someone needs to get their butt back ni school and learn properly. i try to use the in the correct context, too show in a quote that the point you are quoting is not at the beginning. this being said, i do not mean to point to myself as a person with such perfect grammar that there should be a parade in my honor. everyone makes mistakes, most of mine on this diary are typographical errors. when i write here it is as if i am speaking to you after spending the day together, we are both tired and out of breath. attempting to convey what i can never truly express is a very strenuous activity. i rite maybe 4-5 times a day on average. think of how many pages that is total. I would also like to mention the always changing layout, downloads, menus and hidden html stuff you will probably enver see. i put a lot of work into this diary, which lets me be able to put my every feeling behind it. without writing, art or music; i am just another high school dropout. none of you probably knew that.

just couldn't seem to stick throguh that last semester. this was the first time that a girl actually made me depressed about ym life, friends, relationships and everything that made my world great. she destroyed that and ever since then i look for those negative characteristics in my relationships. this is a good and bad thing at once.

i'll stop babbling for the time being.

i lose myself in words sometimes and most recently i lost the urge to use capitol letters for most words. only special words get capitolization these days, kinda sad but i really don't care.

as for you the reader of this journal/diary many of you respect me for my words and imagery. i do not believe that anything else is required, dressing up, working out, shaving, etc is as Tyler Durden once said 'self improvement is masturbation' to which jack responds, 'but self destruction...'

so you the enthusiasts for calvin klein or other name brand is telling you how or what to be, what to wear, how to do your hair, take time to think about what you are becoming. we all have a say in what we become, as long as you are willing to invest the time, you will never become what you see as a horrible person.

there are a few exceptions out there, accepting their personality to be quite abrassive and dead-set in their beliefs. they'll change or watch the world fall beneather their footsteps.

quite wonderful quote. 'self improvement is masturbation'
in tyler we trust.