Sorry I had to leave, you see more now why it's better for me to be alone. Been watching my mind slip away from me and I don't want anyone around to see that one that collapse. For everything I have done that harmed you, I am truly sorry. I am an utter ass and fucking up even the simplest of lines, it's my time to go. You're the best half of me and are greatly missed. Maybe my head will clear up in the months to come and I'll stop being so irrational. Maybe.