do you remember the joy
that together we once shared?
do you remember the times of sadness
that together we conquered?
i can't forget the days
we walked hand in hand
i can't forget the time
you said, "I don't love you that way"
so many things we shared in our years
so many things we lost
what have we gained?
look at the ground
we've stepped back across

how can this all end so soon
how can you walk away?
while i'm feeling like shit
while i'm feeling true pain
my heart twists at your love
your love wrenches my heart
we now speak in messages
snet between computers
face to face will never be the same
when we're not willing to think it through
never again will the light fill your face

these are my thoughts, not to be judged or taken misstemperatly. understand that these words are spoken from my heart after being processed in the mind. im driving home, hoping to never feel this again. almost everything in this world had been turned, all i am left with is this sad little backroom, the mattress on the floor, scattered clothes, magazines and books. bottles which never contain enough to sustain me. and movies will all to familiar happy endings.

here's to those who love like myself
not always wanting another happy ending
but instead wishing that life could change
maybe i could be happy again