"Jon, you hurt her..." - Lou

that is fucking laughable. i tell her "i don't want anyone else", she shrugs it off; I get no response.
Tell her how happy she makes me, i think I'm falling for her and i get silence
give her something i made for valentine's day and i feel no thanks. the words slipped from your lips but so did "i don't want to see you" at least so I was told by Lou because she can't face me. fucking pathetic.
i hurt her did i? that's laughable and as MeL so succinctly said:
melodi: jesus.
melodi: what a bitch.
melodi: what about all the times she hurt you?

i feel like saying goodbye to this incessant public ridicule.