to stay semi-medicated this next week:

• Thanksgiving with Sarah's family; they kinda sorta hate me and it doesn't matter what she says it's ALL bullshit


• another birthday that's just going to pass with friends not doing a damned thing, except maybe Rachel. Videogaming and pizza would be great


• the onslaught of a holiday season that I wish would not arrive at all


• the friends I've had to walk away from this year for me staying sober and maintaining a normal work schedule

bye bye, Im grabbing a drink.